kaya lang.. last na sweetan na yan eh.. biglang nagkaroon ng problema. masakit man sa loob ko, wala ako magawa kasi siya ang nawalan ng feelings for me.. god knows how much i love this girl. and i can't accept the fact na sa isang iglap nawala na lang sya.. saken,, sa buhay ko.. ayaw nya ata sa good boy. nung bad boy ako nagustuhan nya ko.. kaya i conclude na sa badboy ata sya magiging masaya. ang hirap buuin ng mga salita ko dito ah. walang biro to. swerte na lang ang makakabasa. baka maluha pa sila gaya ng nangyayari habang ginagawa ko to.. i know i can wait.. i will wait and have to wait.. para sayo.. bhebot.. para sayo..yan na umiiyak na ko.. hanggang dito na lang muna.. update ko kayo pag may bago ako isshare..
I've been waiting for this all my life, sharing food in sleeping bed and all the stuff. walking around under the cloudy sky holding hands grip while dreaming high. Drawn from the instinct that we are for each other i gave you my love by my means of sweet surrender. smiling heart in uninterrupted rampage of beating, hold me near to you in a manner of engaging. Many years have past and lots of ups and down swivelled slowly and rotate like rollercoaster town. i wonder why sometimes it aint enough to be just loved from my unruly nature i gave love and all that have. And there was a time when you got me by surprised something i did'nt do but judge me in despised whatever reason behind all this i kept loving you with this missing piece. Isn't it funny how i am so proud of you when you are so ashamed of me? and how crap you are looking at me while you are the most beautiful in my eyes? I'm not the type of someone that is ideal Also not the person who is professional But all i can say is I am a dream man Of Somebody else's life, Yes i'm the one. It's now the time of no turning back yet don't forget to look behind you As i go saying i won't anymore be a slack will bring back my life without you.. "I'd rather walk myself in silence so you wouldn't recognize... Keep myself hidden that u cannot analyze.. Even when you search for me, You will never find. Purposely mixing with the wind when you had me in your mind."